Its just not the same

im filled with nervousness as it grabs a hold of my aching heart as it tries to pump blood to whats left of my ever slowly dying body.I just don't feel the same she told me.  Those words will forever burn in my life in infamy. A curtain of sorrowfulness is draped over my life, covering my eyes of the ever lasting seamless pain. Its not you, its me.  I just don't know what i want.  Its not fair to you.  You deserve better then me.  These words cut deeper than the grand canyon on the earths surface.  If you loved somebody this much how could you brake their heart so there is nothing left.  All the pieces scattered around like pieces of glass shattered from once a beautiful stained glass window.  Its just never going to be the same now...is it?

Mrs Haskett

Hey mrs haskett
Um i dont think you realize that i forgot to blog last week because i was too busy dying from pneumonia and all that.  So i am blogging for the second time this week so is there anyway you can also give me credit for last weeks blog too? i was in the hispitol on wednesday so i couldnt really blog from there =) so if you have any soul at all will you please give me creedit for the two blogs i did this week. everyone else who reads this can you comment and say yes or no to see if she should give me credit for the two blogs....btw this counts as one of the two blogs =) THANKS

Pneumonia

Well i dont really like spelling pneumonia cuz it takes to long and takes too long to think about and then spell. So pneumonia will be known as IT now, capitalized.  Well as you all realized, i was not in school the past week it was because i had IT.  It started last friday so i missed that day as well.  Well i got a really high fever and it stayed that way until friday to Thursday so 6 straight days of high fever and about day 3 or 4 of the fever i started vomiting ALOT.  i couldnt keep anything down food or drink.  every time i consumed something i vomit it up.   i Think the most i threw up in a day was like 8 times or something like that.  So yeah having IT is not very fun =(.... it sucks and at night i would cough so much i would wake up at like 3 in the morning and not get back to sleep again untill like 7.  So it sucks plus everytime my fever would go up i would get freezing and all of that.  And when my fever went down i would get the sweats and it would be terrable..... well end of story IT sucks